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I haven’t been sleeping too well lately. This may or may not be related to these crazy dreams I’m having. I think it’s a variation on a super-hero type of dream. I fly around the city, and catch people when they’re falling. Apparently, this city has a very high depression rate. Occasionally one of the people though, when they’re falling, grab on to one of my limbs, and just pull with everything they’ve got, eventually tearing off a limb. In the dream, it doesn’t seem so out of the ordinary, I just go on with one less leg, or arm, etc. Eventually, I’m just a floating body in a lake, except I’m the only one who can float, and there’s a million people in this lake, and they’re all trying to grab on to me. I start getting the “about to get crushed” feeling, and then I scream, and eventually wake up. Generally there’s a few seconds of screaming mixed in with gurgling as my limbless body gets pushed down into the water. I’ve taken to throwing back a couple sleep meds to see if it helps, but so far, no go; the dreams persist.